Monday, June 18, 2007

ICE SKATING once again in 6 yrs

Well, time really flies, and after so long, i finally set foot on Fuji Ice Palace again. On saturday 16 Jun, went to ice skate with VG members. Taught Hui qun how to skate, though she did everything almost all by herself, i only there to give her assurance only =p Then cannot talk too much to her, she will lose concentration... Though i thought by talking she can dun be so tensed up, but in end, she end up telling me to keep quiet... diaozz....

The feeling is a little different from last time but the 'cool feel' of speeding on ice effortlessly is really nice. When its cold, and u glide along the ice smoothly, it feels really comfortable. If i can find ppl along, i might go again perhaps even once every week. 10 am when the skating ring juz opened, its nice without all those ppl.. Not so crowded, which means oso less dangerous la.. But the only imperfect thing abt this place is tt it plays Freaking Out-dated songs. Wah piang, cant imagine they are playing Leon Lai, Britney Spears' songs, which are donkey of years ago la.

The only song which i heard on saturday which i really think Wah Zai, is Daft Punk's Stronger Harder Faster Better. That's juz a perfect song for popping man....... wahaahah. But really the feel of ice skating is really good... Really helped me relieve stress, when gliding on ice, i simply feel so relaxed, though i will topple sometimes but yah, its nothing to pai seh abt, the key is know how to fall gracefully.... wahahah... =D

But anyway, so much for now, i may go ice skating every now & then perhaps.... =D Life's good

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

U.N.I 2007

This entry is to express my passion for dance, my thanks & gratitude to frenz & fellow dancemates, and some of my greatest regrets in life. When i turn old & look back into this entries, perhaps i will sigh at why my life turned out to be like tt...

U.N.I 2007 ended on 26th May, with 2 days of performance straight. This used to be a Dance Inspiration project but e process & outcome didnt turn out like tt at all, All the production crew & choreographers shld haf known & realized tt this concert wasnt/ cannot be called a DI product at all. Nevertheless, i held on to the last & completed a few dances.
As i mentioned to Yi Meng & other VG members on 25th May, though in name i choreo 1 dance, but in substance i did 3 dances. The effort i put in 4 this production was so much more compared some other choreographers la, but listening to Kenneth, "Just try ur best for ur passion, tt's the only thing we can do", I juz pushed on..

UNI 2007 has ended, apparently oso seems like marking the end of my dance life.. Without dance performances, i dunno how my life will change. I told VG to come watch the perf cos its my last perf, which may la, i dunno what lies in the future. I will try my best to continue dancing, but maybe got no more chance to perform liao, tt's sad.... =(

So, marking towards the end of my dance performance/ dance life, the paragraph below is dedicated to my frenz =)

Thanks to Sam, Zhenyu, Zhiyan and those who came to help out during UNI
Thanks to VG who came to watch; Hui Qun, Yi Meng, Yongshun, Tinghan, cos this may be my last dance perf, i really appreciate u all coming
Thanks to Kenneth who still came though none of the NTU ppl came, thanks for always spurring me on in this Freaking route of mine, Hope u do well in ur route of Music =)
Thanks to the dancers of my UNI item, though the item was not up to my ideal, i still thank you for being a part of it, though i dunno u all enjoyed/ learnt anything from this post-modern dance or not... This may be my departing piece of work, hence i truly appreciate tt u all were a part of it, Thanx so much

Thanks to Lao Shi; Mr Low, for giving so much advice & encouragement along the way; HONESTLY SPEAKING HERE IN MY BLOG, I dunno the other items in UNI got throw ur face or not, but i sincerely hope my item didnt, I really really hoped tt this production didnt tarnish your reputation, seeing how it eventually turned out... And i Thank you for everything u haf done for this bunch of students whom u treat as ur children. When the production almost came to a halt, u even posed me a qtn: IF I were to cease this production now, will u all be v sad? (Showed that u placed the students above ur own reputation.... Respect!!!)
For the sacrifices u haf made for all these students, regardless whether worthwhile or not, I thank you & respect u for all u haf done...


For this sad part, which may be the greatest regret in my life, This is / drawing near to my last dance performance. The thought tt a job which i dislike (auditor) is draining my life away, i cant do things i like; Dance is gonna be history for me soon, and im sad tt i cant become a dancer/ instructor as a job. Perhaps its an issue of no flair, no opportunity, no networks. Hence, I really lack all the essential elements. But the harsh truth tt im not cut out for dance eventually simply juz demoralizes me, and puts my morale down, worst to worst it may sometimes even put my self-confidence down.... I oso dunno dance is good/ bad for me... Haizz....

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