Sunday, January 20, 2008

A touching song that caught my attention on radio today.....


爱是你眼里的一首情歌


总是不经意的想起
你喜欢哼的那首歌曲
一样温柔低吟
依旧牵动我的心
我曾寻寻觅觅
想在文字里寻找爱情
才发现最美的诗句原来都在你梦里

爱是你眼里的一首情歌
轻扬着飘于旋律
让我不知不觉的陶醉在你缠绕的深情

爱是你眼里的一首情歌
轻拨动我的心弦
让我不由自主更深爱着你。。。



今夜落叶簌簌下
满天繁星如我泪
一个永远无法兑现的承诺
一颗不变的心
一个追溯不回的人
一段会逐渐褪色的回忆
一场连绵不断,永不停止的雨
一朵冰冻的白玫瑰
一个消失在人群中的倩影。。。

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

1st Entry in 2008

Today is my 1st entry in 2008, didnt blog much in 2007 i guess? at least for essays, it was a total minimum. 1st entry in 2008 what shld i blog abt? Well, actually my life is quite messed-up now, i dunno what to do, its piling on me as the days go by... Getting difficulty in breathing each and every moment... Really v worn out, getting more tired as the days pass...

Perhaps i have nv known tt living as an adult can be so tiring & difficult ba? Life is hard, its painful and work is piling... I lost direction in life, both in work and dance... How to carry on from here?

Enough of moody entries, I juz wish to let off some steam. Cant believe tt actually a wrong job can bring abt an unhappy life... =( It's really kinda draining on my life.... Currently what can still keep me going to work is only when i work with these few ppl whom i would like to mention in my blog.... Kaitlyn Ong, Stacey Goh, Vivian Neo, Zhengxin, Ziqian, Rachel Yong, Lee Ping... Imagine in my company so big, i only have these few ppl whom i consider friendly to me? Of cos there are also some nice seniors ard but perhaps they juz treat me as working colleagues so ya... Something is v wrong.... Sigh....

Kinda respect my parents alot more now tt i know what sh** they been thru in the past 30 yrs perhaps? I believe working conditions & life is much more simpler in the past due to the upbringing of ppl but nvtheless, i believe they still suffer from office politics so ya, the fact tt they can endure 30 odd years makes it so admirable.... I oso dunno how long i can survive... Dun wish to think abt it.... Sianz...

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