这个字现在真的跟我很贴近。除了前途看来一片茫然，爱情一片空白，更贴近的是所有的旧伤。真的很 sian，已经过了大概四个月，右手还是没有好起来。之前好像还 okay，但是最近竟然痛起来。连提起电脑一阵子就会痛，damn shit.... =( 更混蛋的是，可能这些日子粗活都用左手，结果左手的负担可能过重，现在左手也痛。抑或当时双手都有受伤，但左手比较轻伤，这时一直用左手，使到左手和右手的同一的位置也痛。Cui..... Damn cui... Both hands gone...
然后肩膀也是一直僵硬，可能因为天气，所以风湿，所以肩膀也给我问题。。。Damn Shit... Both arms gone, and i can dun need dance liao... F***...
Anyway, today blog this entry is just because the word 残 gave me some 灵感。People always say must 残而不废, I think i gotta think abt how to make myself 残而不废 liao, since im so close to being 残. Started blogging this entry as i was listening to Dir en Grey's song - ZAN, which literally means 残 in Japanese. So yup, Both arms' elbows giving me probs, my shoulders dun belong to me, and there.....
The feeling of 残 feels to close to me, both literally and figuratively...
Sian...
ZAN
