一个人生活 (Foreword)

A short essay has been produced =) This essay maybe not so well-done but becos i dun wanna repeat too much things tt haf already appeared in my previous essays, so yup, i omitted quite lots of stuff in this new essay. But the new thing abt this essay is the inclusion of the english words. Yup the words aren't meant to be read like a story, in fact, it should be read in the form of a Rap. Yes!! Rap.... Haha, didnt know i could oso come up with such stuff....=p

Dear readers, u all can try out the rap, but pls adjust ur Tempo, this is not the kind of rap u hear in hard-core hip hop songs. An adjustable tempo would be something like tt of Jay Chou's Fa Ru Xue, the part where the song abt to end, yup tt kind of a tempo... Another suitable tempo may be tt of Energy's Mou Nian Mou Yue Mou Yi Tian.

Dunno how the rap sounds to u ppl, but it seems okay to me lah, when i tried out a little, got rhythm lei, but anyway first try, so yup, do give a little comments, Thanks lots to all =)

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一个人生活

凌晨时分，疲惫的身躯拖着沉重的脚步，一步步走向那熟悉的房子。一栋被开启的房子，飘逸着某人遗留下的香味。卸下沉重的包袱，我躺在沙发上，回想起那甜美的笑容，聆听着正在播放的演奏曲；Canon. 这首曲子依然继续播放着，我解开领带，脱掉长袖上衣。真可笑，我其实不适合穿长袖上衣、打领带，却还是选择了一份必须如此穿着的工作。人生想必就是如此无奈吧！就象不论思念有多深，在远方的某一个人亦不会感应到吧？

走进浴室，看到镜子里的我，我却认不出那就是我。热水的蒸气在镜子上凝结成水，随着地心吸引力往下流，在白茫茫的朦胧中，我仿佛见到那熟悉的身影。后知后觉，我知道那个人是不会出现的。没有她的日子，这间被开启的房子显得很空洞，我的生活亦失去了色彩。镜子里的那个人仿佛就像个折翼的堕落天使。。。

原来要从天堂坠落是这么一回事。在这孤寂的夜里，陪伴着我的只有那架点唱机。穿着白色衬衫，懒散地躺在沙发上，疲惫却毫无睡意。手里的那杯红酒还没喝完，音乐也还没停止。繁忙的工作只为了填满内心深处的孤寂，单独地活着，仿佛天地间再也没有任何事和我有关。思念能否飞越海洋？杯子被倒翻，杯里的红酒流了出来，渗透了白色衬衫，看起来就像是性命垂危的伤者，奄奄一息；就让我沉沦于深海，犹如堕落天使沉沦于地狱。。。

凌晨即将结束，曙光渐显时，又将会是忙碌的一天，而当我回到这间房子时，一切都会重复，直至她回来，而那时候到底。。。

Every night i stay up in the lonely night,
looking into the sky, wishing u were by my side.
Baby, will u please come back, my love.....

Where are u tonight? I really wish to hold u tight.
The days without you, i start to breakdown and cry....

Every night i've been living without a heart,
hoping that Heaven don't tear us apart,
Till the end of time, Loving you isn't a crime...

An entry Tribute to my fellow frenz

Time is June 06, time has passed lots, its been 3 yrs ever since Shin-13 ppl grad from NHSS. Time really pass damn fast huh, I can really look back to the time when we ppl worry for NHDS in SYF 05, then we were at WestCoast Park till 4 am discussing abt how NHDS shld proceed in the future.... Haha, now come to think of it, we were really so concerned... a bunch of NHSS grads staying up late on fri night aft dance prac, go makan, then go talk cock, in the end talk abt NHDS can talk till 4 am... haha, siao one....

Well, at least i say i m not as concerned for NHDS now, cos i find it rather hopeless, i feel i cant help much liao, I m too old 4 them, the task pass on the Weihong & gang go do ba...

Time flies, i cant do anything to stop it, all i can say is tt time makes human beings seem so small, so helpless, so insignificant...

Well, this entry is to u guys out there, who juz entered NS. now the bulk of u except the poly studs, haf entered NS, latest being Zhenyu who juz did so on Fri =) Well, the past 3 yrs its fun getting to know u all. Enjoy ur 2 yrs of break from all the academic studies' demand. enjoy life ba... Any probs feel free to come ask me abt it... =)

All the best to u frenz out there; Zhiyan, Zhenyu, Sam, Maorong.... Despite all the fatigue u all may encounter in NS, still hope tt some days we can meet for a decent dinner, not those hastily arranged ones... =)

Cheers!

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