束缚
歌手：杜德伟
词：余传贤/林碧霞 曲：余传贤/廖大森 编：黄中岳
你把我带往无人的荒漠
确定了引我走向美丽绿洲的方向
我迷失游走在时间的交换
为的只是要找到清醒的路
我被你的爱唤醒了灵魂
却也用无情浇息我那沸腾的诚恳
谁知道爱不得
我为你恍惚失魂
凝结的空气稀薄陌生的气氛
我束缚在束缚在你的旧爱
莫名的奢求你的昨日今日未来
我束缚在束缚在只有月亮的阴霾
就在这深夜里
我轻抚你的伤害你的伤害oh no
我被暴风雨唤醒了自己
却让我自己深入不能自拔的陷阱
谁知道爱了你
我为你昏厥失忆
不舍的决定爱上浓郁的气息
我束缚在束缚在你的旧爱
莫名的奢求你的昨日今日未来
我束缚在束缚在只有月亮的阴霾
就在这深夜里
我轻抚你的伤害我的依赖
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
黑白之恋
白, 纯洁的象征,天使的代表色彩,具有光明的代表性。
黑，充满神秘感的色彩，黑暗使者/魔鬼的代表色彩，具有黑暗的代表性。
偏偏人类喜欢黑暗的一面，或许因为黑的神秘，黑的诱惑，黑带来的一种叛逆，与白的一种与众不同。
然而，我觉得黑与白搭配时却是世上最美的颜色（也可算完美的结合），亦是我个人的最爱。钢琴的黑白键盘，白色衬衫配搭黑色领带，黑色衬衫配搭白色领带，白纸黑字，甚至连太极图阴阳都有黑白的搭配。
白色的雪飘落在雪原上，遇到阳光随即溶化，让人感到温馨，一丝的遗憾美。
黑暗的苍穹，使得繁星点点的夜晚分外迷人。
雪白亮丽的肌肤，秀长柔顺的头发。
冰冷的双唇，一双漆黑却又亮如寒星的眼睛。
纯洁的爱情，随着不同层次的欲望以及不满足，逐渐染上黑色污点。
原本的罪恶，因一时的善念，黑色的纸张点染上白色的纯真。
充满愤世嫉俗的音乐，因钢琴声的洗涤，音调虽还是黯然，却变得柔和，带着惆怅哀伤，催人泪下。。。
黑暗的人会因某人所带来的光明，而照亮整个世界。
一杯纯净的水，若加了黑色染料，随即成了漆黑一团
黑色卡片，用白色字眼，总显得特别突出。
纯白之恋，会是我这辈子的最爱。。。。
天使与魔鬼，光明与黑暗，纯洁与神秘，我偏向哪一方呢？
白, 纯洁的象征,天使的代表色彩,具有光明的代表性。
黑，充满神秘感的色彩，黑暗使者/魔鬼的代表色彩，具有黑暗的代表性。
偏偏人类喜欢黑暗的一面，或许因为黑的神秘，黑的诱惑，黑带来的一种叛逆，与白的一种与众不同。
然而，我觉得黑与白搭配时却是世上最美的颜色（也可算完美的结合），亦是我个人的最爱。钢琴的黑白键盘，白色衬衫配搭黑色领带，黑色衬衫配搭白色领带，白纸黑字，甚至连太极图阴阳都有黑白的搭配。
白色的雪飘落在雪原上，遇到阳光随即溶化，让人感到温馨，一丝的遗憾美。
黑暗的苍穹，使得繁星点点的夜晚分外迷人。
雪白亮丽的肌肤，秀长柔顺的头发。
冰冷的双唇，一双漆黑却又亮如寒星的眼睛。
纯洁的爱情，随着不同层次的欲望以及不满足，逐渐染上黑色污点。
原本的罪恶，因一时的善念，黑色的纸张点染上白色的纯真。
充满愤世嫉俗的音乐，因钢琴声的洗涤，音调虽还是黯然，却变得柔和，带着惆怅哀伤，催人泪下。。。
黑暗的人会因某人所带来的光明，而照亮整个世界。
一杯纯净的水，若加了黑色染料，随即成了漆黑一团
黑色卡片，用白色字眼，总显得特别突出。
纯白之恋，会是我这辈子的最爱。。。。
天使与魔鬼，光明与黑暗，纯洁与神秘，我偏向哪一方呢？
Monday, April 14, 2008
Life in Singapore - Low period in My Life
Time now is 14-apr-08, on the low period in my life.... Had a talk with mother today, then she complained & cried abt Bro how come still doing tt MLM, and tt family income is at a real low now, lowest ever since the family started... And tt Father is an old man living on his remaining CPF for the next 30 yrs to come, so family savings is going rock bottom.
Was thinking thru all these and concluded, life in Singapore is getting F*** tough... My life has now hit a low period. Though one of the frenz (Yiming) has texted me, saying that we gotta hang on when its the low period, well honestly, my life has been in the low period since 2003, and is still there now. It has met with freaking many setbacks and here i am, still hanging in there.
Really tired, but will nv give up hanging there, cos giving up means i commit suicide to end my life. But then, I will nv commit suicide....
The quote from Takashi Sorimachi's GTO: To commit suicide is a coward's action, it takes more courage and strength to carry on living and go thru the setbacks. Hencewise, i F***ing will nv commit suicide. I only hope (everyday) tt I meet up with a car accident and suffer a fatal death. Not a partial paralyzed person pls... Anyway, all these are crap la...
Come to think of it, i oso dunno how i survived thru out the years. Since 2003, my life has hit a low and everytime i thought that it was the lowest, it nv was. It juz kept going on, and i keep pushing myself to carry on "on the pretext" that this is the worst le, nothing can be worst. And yet something worse comes along =(
After my enlightment trip from Taiwan in 06 with Weiming & Teddy, I came back a happy person. Even tt, it flunctuates ard a level slightly above depression level from 06-08, until NOW, when my company and me is at a standstill. So now Im risking all i have. Actually from a 3rd person's POV, im being too silly and unrealistic. But then, like i mentioned to Kenneth, In Singapore, there is 2 type of ppl; The ppl who choose the secure route; the ppl who choose the "deemed unrealistic" route by the society. So Im not making a "correct" decision, Im juz making my decision. In the end, may I be the one who suffer all the consequences.
Been mentally preparing myself for the disastrous consequences these days, i think life is such tt i cannot click with those secure ppl lah...
On a side note, Marcus Foo is leaving for America le, going there for auditions to enter US Dance Companies i think... but anyway all the best to him, afterall he is from a well-to-do family, so no harm trying when young, besides, he has the talent.
Many years have passed and i know many ppl in this world have given up their passion/interests in some way or another juz to secure life in Singapore. Han Qiang, Yonghao & gang, All my seniors from DI / NHSS, Mr Low (who is the best, managed to achieve a well-balanced 50%-50%), Even ppl like Weiyang's father. His father is a SWO in Armour, but who actually knows, he was ex-national team gymnast? U see, so many ppl ard gave up, which is the one stuborn reason why i dun want to fully give up. Im not going into it fully, juz wanna maintain a healthy % of tt in my life. Why is my job making it so F***ing hard for me?
My Life is so hard to control....
Dear frenz/ readers out there, if u are one of those who standby my decision no matter what i do; then this msg below is addressed to you =)
Thank you so much for believing in me, and choosing to ignore those "norm views" by the Society. Thanks to those who believe in my other talents, those who know tt i not only simply know Auditing & numbers....
Time now is 14-apr-08, on the low period in my life.... Had a talk with mother today, then she complained & cried abt Bro how come still doing tt MLM, and tt family income is at a real low now, lowest ever since the family started... And tt Father is an old man living on his remaining CPF for the next 30 yrs to come, so family savings is going rock bottom.
Was thinking thru all these and concluded, life in Singapore is getting F*** tough... My life has now hit a low period. Though one of the frenz (Yiming) has texted me, saying that we gotta hang on when its the low period, well honestly, my life has been in the low period since 2003, and is still there now. It has met with freaking many setbacks and here i am, still hanging in there.
Really tired, but will nv give up hanging there, cos giving up means i commit suicide to end my life. But then, I will nv commit suicide....
The quote from Takashi Sorimachi's GTO: To commit suicide is a coward's action, it takes more courage and strength to carry on living and go thru the setbacks. Hencewise, i F***ing will nv commit suicide. I only hope (everyday) tt I meet up with a car accident and suffer a fatal death. Not a partial paralyzed person pls... Anyway, all these are crap la...
Come to think of it, i oso dunno how i survived thru out the years. Since 2003, my life has hit a low and everytime i thought that it was the lowest, it nv was. It juz kept going on, and i keep pushing myself to carry on "on the pretext" that this is the worst le, nothing can be worst. And yet something worse comes along =(
After my enlightment trip from Taiwan in 06 with Weiming & Teddy, I came back a happy person. Even tt, it flunctuates ard a level slightly above depression level from 06-08, until NOW, when my company and me is at a standstill. So now Im risking all i have. Actually from a 3rd person's POV, im being too silly and unrealistic. But then, like i mentioned to Kenneth, In Singapore, there is 2 type of ppl; The ppl who choose the secure route; the ppl who choose the "deemed unrealistic" route by the society. So Im not making a "correct" decision, Im juz making my decision. In the end, may I be the one who suffer all the consequences.
Been mentally preparing myself for the disastrous consequences these days, i think life is such tt i cannot click with those secure ppl lah...
On a side note, Marcus Foo is leaving for America le, going there for auditions to enter US Dance Companies i think... but anyway all the best to him, afterall he is from a well-to-do family, so no harm trying when young, besides, he has the talent.
Many years have passed and i know many ppl in this world have given up their passion/interests in some way or another juz to secure life in Singapore. Han Qiang, Yonghao & gang, All my seniors from DI / NHSS, Mr Low (who is the best, managed to achieve a well-balanced 50%-50%), Even ppl like Weiyang's father. His father is a SWO in Armour, but who actually knows, he was ex-national team gymnast? U see, so many ppl ard gave up, which is the one stuborn reason why i dun want to fully give up. Im not going into it fully, juz wanna maintain a healthy % of tt in my life. Why is my job making it so F***ing hard for me?
My Life is so hard to control....
Dear frenz/ readers out there, if u are one of those who standby my decision no matter what i do; then this msg below is addressed to you =)
Thank you so much for believing in me, and choosing to ignore those "norm views" by the Society. Thanks to those who believe in my other talents, those who know tt i not only simply know Auditing & numbers....
End of Entry
Monday, April 07, 2008
Funeral Wake
Back from a Funeral Wake. Actually is Bao Shun Lao Shi's dad who passed away. Then almost the CDAA committee was there juz now, had a short chat, got to update some stuff regarding the Finance of CDAA, and any outstanding matters. After that, ppl left le...
Hence wise, here back i m at home, update some of my work. All i wish to say is: Tired & Fatigue.. Usually i dun blog abt everyday stuff in my blog cos i said, this is a paperless collection of my memories, so tt when im old and read back, i can relive my memories. I dun like to blog abt everyday trival stuff which has no meaning....
But i chose to blog today/ right now becos... The 2 things i wish to blog in this entry is juz:
1) Fatigue and Tiredness... If there are frenz out there, pls continue to support me, there is a need to carry on. Though NDP really take up too much time and resources, admin etc....
2) I Miss You.................
Im so tired, i wish to fall.....
Back from a Funeral Wake. Actually is Bao Shun Lao Shi's dad who passed away. Then almost the CDAA committee was there juz now, had a short chat, got to update some stuff regarding the Finance of CDAA, and any outstanding matters. After that, ppl left le...
Hence wise, here back i m at home, update some of my work. All i wish to say is: Tired & Fatigue.. Usually i dun blog abt everyday stuff in my blog cos i said, this is a paperless collection of my memories, so tt when im old and read back, i can relive my memories. I dun like to blog abt everyday trival stuff which has no meaning....
But i chose to blog today/ right now becos... The 2 things i wish to blog in this entry is juz:
1) Fatigue and Tiredness... If there are frenz out there, pls continue to support me, there is a need to carry on. Though NDP really take up too much time and resources, admin etc....
2) I Miss You.................
Im so tired, i wish to fall.....
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