Things are going rough again =(

This post is for u all. Due to the unforseen circumstances that suddenly churn up, i cant help but feel tired once again.. really tired... There is still maybe a glimpse of hope but its only 1 last chance only. % of success is abt 30% only? and the 30% is not in control of my hands, so basically i can only wait... Im really tired.

Tired once again.. Nobody understands, nobody knows, nobody can help... Even i cant control the way things go, what to do? I haf already worked v hard le, haf already tried my best. Dunno wat else i can do le. Its really bad... The outlook is v bleak.

This entry is for u all; Its really a pleasure to meet u all. Im really fortunate to haf at least met u all in this period of my life. Unfortunately, unforseen circumstances arise and things develop in such a way. Over There i juz kanna 1 x big blow from tt grp of ppl, then here i kanna 1 more blow from the vitiating factors, though i know its not caused by any of us la. Its juz vitiating factors, tt hender us... But then ya, unless the 30% is successful, i dunno how to overcome this thing this time rd....

Pain, Fatigue, Tired...
Its so damn hard to branch out of this whole situation..