A Rather Different Phase in Dance (Part I)

Time is 2005, i haf entered into another world from 05 onwards, as stated in previous entries, Zhongyi u would haf realized tt u haf now been alone taking this path... U haf been rather tired/ sick/ disappointed to look at NHDS as its future outlook is rather bleak... Dunno how things will turn out, seriously oso dunno how i myself can help them... Brainwashing & influencing is possible but it really is time-consuming & requires lots of energy to do it.. Supervision in their progress (whether maturity/ techniques/ upholding traditions etc) is extremely tiring & practically impossible for me to carry out... i where got time to go look at them & supervise? 1 week i think i can only go back 1 day now lor..

Honestly, i shall pen down my feelings tonight, though i may haf written in past entries.. I dunno, i forgot... NHDS: A place i grew up, increased in confidence level, leadership skills, learnt e importance of teamwork, enjoyed the fruits of labour, knew many wonderful friends, some of which haf left my social circle ever since we graduated, but the memories were really fine.. Though they did not enthu dance like me, they still did their job... I mean, yah it was still a job, they were being responsible & professional... Friends, u all were great...

But now the NHDS: Intro politics, dun respect seniors/ authority (i mean u dun like chairman or whoever, still give face lah, dun need to openly defy one mah..), think so fully of themselves, erosion of traditions & practices & worst: dunno how BIG is the world outside... I mean nothing can be worst if u dunno how BIG the world is... Gonna suffer if next time exposed to the outside world.. Eg. If u know ur weaknesses, at least can try to cover during auditions so tt u dun show it out.. If u know ur strengths, u can try to impress the instructor holding e audition by emphazing on ur strengths...

Realy v sad to c the place where i haf grown up turned into lidat... Really sad, more so when i know i cannot do anything to salvage the situation.. Sad/ Disappointed...

End of Part I