Saturday, September 24, 2005

Juz Enjoy What U r Doing, Easy to Say but Hard to carry out (Part1)


Haha, so interesting.. Dian and Qianhui asked me when we were doing our project, who do i think in today's entertainment arena can dance well? Quite interesting so i decided to pen it down..

Cos this qtn by them is linked to my qtn of what is a good dancer mah, thus i found it v interesting to ans this qtn. B4 i answer this qtn, i wish to say: tt after these days so long in dancing, i honestly can feel what Mr Low said tt day during his workshop in PA. He mentioned tt ever since he stepped into the dance arena and realized how big the world is, he doesn't claim anymore tt he knows/ understands DANCE. Well, i seriously understand liao... Cos recently went thru so much i think i fucking wake up my idea liao... Its v sad and it's the harsh truth but it really woke me up, Esp what Jeff Tan said abt Performing Arts, i quote him (word 4 word);

"In this world, it's really the hard truth, regardless whether u haf worked extremely hard or not, when it comes to the FINAL Judgement, there can only be 2 answers; It's either u haf it, or u dun.. It is so harsh, & regardless whether u can accept it or not, it is still the truth."

So in his explaination, actually he meant when it comes to eventual judgement, 3 parties will agree on the same thing, whether the person has the talent/gift/ X-factor (or whatever u call it) or not.. 3 Parties r: The one judging the performance, the one watching the performance (audience), the performer (or the choreographer). All 3 will come to the same conclusion ultimately: The item is good/ bad, no in betweens; no not bad, ok lah, so-so etc. Even the performer(choreographer) himself, if being partial, will oso come to the same conclusion.
So its v sad/ disheartening, cos its in-borne or cultivated, NOT trained. Which means no amt of training can make up. which oso means PASSION isn't enough...
So Honestly, I know i DUN HAF it, and of course i think will nv haf it... Which i think i still decide to carry on dancing cos i think i juz cant let it go... As for achievements wise, i think i can only take things as they come ba... I know i'll nv and i can nv achieve far....
I'll have to just enjoy what i am doing and disregard the achievements thing but i know this isn't going to be easy...

Really hor, Dance is so wide and limitless, i dunno dance at all, in fact, i m still nothing.. which makes me feel v useless... =( With regards to Kpop Arena, Artists like Rain, Se7en are ard my age, yet they r so far ahead in dance liao, i really wonder what i haf been doing so far.... Rain is 1982, Se7en is 1984, i'm 1983, but i m nowhere, & nothing too...

Dance is really borderless, even if u limit urself to the A-sphere or E-sphere, it's still limitless...

End of Part 1

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