Time, Tasks, Friends & Fate

Time is 19-Aug-08, Recently every night when im alone, i start to feel tt time is passing by me damn freaking fast, almost at lightning speed... I got really not enough of time to match all the tasks at hand.... Tasks come in all forms & patterns, for instance, my room has been piled up with "chicken" files from audit and its so freakin messy. Didnt haf time to clean up my room & table, didnt have time to do a dance properly for Anyhow art, not to mention the other dance. Plus, no time to look for other career options in life. So many tasks to do, yet time is not enough.

Friends & Fate? Recently due to busy schedules betw all circles of frenz, I didnt get to meet up with them for quite a long time le. Passed by Sam's blog and the song "Tian Gao Di Hou" was played on his blog. Really brings back lots of memories with my diff groups of frenz. Now, all these frenz have entered diff phases of their lives and we are almost all mutually exclusive le. Not blaming anything, this is juz Fate. Time passes, Life goes on, and Frenz move on, all controlled/ influenced by Fate.

So its really kinda saddening, esp when im typing this every entry, the song by Shin - Tian Gao Di Hou is being played....

Careerwise, some frenz are leaving the firm soon/ intending to leave within next few mths, im like...... a little sad? Cos in a way, im happy for them tt they leave this place in search of a better life that they deserve. Really happy that they are leaving for better prospects, but at the same time, i get a tinch of sourness in my heart. Its like....... I dun really know alot of ppl in the firm now.... as in really know, not hi-bye only, then now these ppl leaving only leaves me knowing less ppl in my firm.... =(
Then at e same time seeing these frenz leave, i wonder how i will be like in 1 yr's time? Cos i really dun haf much time left le, and e career options are damn limited, which is oso a task actually, to look for alternative careers.
Back to Sq 1, lost at crossroads as to where to go, what to do......

Amidst all these, i haf not even brought in DI's O/S issues to settle. Though i know DI's issues cannot settle one, and its not worth it oso, but then diaozz.... Im still the Chairman anyway, though i think aft this yr, i can pass on le...

So ya, the pt is : So many tasks, so little time, so many frenz no longer there, all part of Fate?

Even tired cannot describe the current me, perhaps overwhelmed & flooded is more appropriate, to the extent im a little disorientated and blur now........ =(