Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Undying Passion

Event dtd since 2005 Jan


Thanx to Mr Low for his guidance & teachings so far, under his recommendations, i got a part time assignment under his company.. As a dance instructor.. Feel so happy, why? Cos i finally can so called earn $$ via my passion 4 dance... I mean, i dun need e $$, if i need i can easily go take part time jobs as waiter/ whatever... But being able to do what u like n yet get paid for it, the feeling is juz so great... It's really a great satisfaction, n not to mention tt i actually like the role of instructor.. Yes, i like teaching/coaching/instructing... Whenever i see some1 else succeed under my guidance, i seriously feel a sense of achievement..
I feel so satisfied whenever this happens, which is oso y i keep going back NHDS to teach them, but they usually dun appreciate but nv mind, anyway, i oso old liao, age gap too big cant go back liao, they wont understand wat i m trying to do...

Zhongyi ah, really cherish what u r doing now, pls live ur dance life to the fullest... I m afraid u gonna end the dance life 2-3 yrs later liao... so pls ah, cherish & put in full effort everytime, whether dancing urself or coaching others... Not much time left liao...

So i got this job assignment intro by Mr Low, a dance instructor currently at Tanglin SS, coaching students under a dance programme. The nicest challenge abt this is tt students r mostly non-dancers, as in every student has to attend, so most of them non-dancers. In my class 1E3 '05, only 3 dancers, but anyway i sincerely feel tt my class is really the best among the whole sec 1&2 level..
Best not best in dancing or wat, like i always said, techniques not tt impt, impt is interest/ passion...
So, under this definition, i find them the best..
Cos i relief other teachers' lessons as well sometimes, so i found out tt my class really e best liao, dun haf any better ones liao, if i still hiam, den nutting left liao... Thus, i decided to treat them better, dunno whether they appreciate or not...

If let those NHDS ppl know tt Zhongyi treat his students v well, dun think any of them would believe...
Haha, i can imagine their face: Huh? Dun bluff me lah, Zhongyi tt SMM will treat ppl nice one meh??

*SMM is the nick they throw to me, cos they always think i scold them but really lah, none of the NHDS dancers today saw me scold ppl b4, or saw wat i was when i was a student... If what i m doing currently they already cant tahan, i wonder if 1 day, i resume back to my old self, what will happen to them? Dunno they can accept or not... Actually since i came out from NS, i nv lost my temper ever again liao... Raise my voice is to cover over their conversations only mah, i nv lose my temper liao... But i seriously dunno why they say my voice v loud den like as if scolding them? Dunno what the teenagers nowadays thinking?


Okie lah, enough of NHDS ppl, move back to my students in Tanglin..
So huh, i really treated them better but seems like recently wanna climb over my head liao but heng ah, everything still in control, Hehe...
Okie lah, as their instructor i dunno i successful or not, this one let them judge 4 themselves ba..
But the thing i wanna judge myself is IF eventually, i can arouse their interest & passion in Dance hor, then i will consider myself successful liao.. Tt's means change a normal person to one w interest in dancing, if they think my technique not good, they next time can go learn from other teachers, but as long as they haf the interest, i will consider myself to be a successful instructor liao... Wait 4 results ba... =)

1E3'05 - U r a v nice class, i enjoy teachng u all..... No matter what others say, i m & i will still be v proud of u all...

Okie eonugh of Tanglin SS liao, let's jump a little back to NHDS...
Haha... These ppl huh, oso quite cute/interesting lah... Though they dance not v enthu/serious but still brought joy to me lah... At least lit up my life a little... Haha...
Now come to think of it, they really damn cute...
Wanna scold ppl (me in this case), oso dun wanna scold in front of me, like to hide behind give funny cute cute nicks, haha... Nowadays the teenagers ah, really ah... Last time i student time bu shuang my senior can straight away tieo liao, dun need wait ah...
But they really damn funny leh, like Daryl they call WCM, me is SMM, wah all sorts of nicks all can come out one leh...
Then as of today, Jie Yim is their mummy, Daryl is daddy, Sam is Ah-gong, wah lau this kind of thing oso can think of ah... really v cute leh...
Then like the Zhu Lin Er Tong Yue Dui huh, wah wat age liao still sing tt kind of song, whatsmore sing till so happy, really huh... V cute ah... Sigh, my teenage is over liao... Looking at them is really interesting ah...

NHDS is really a big family, if only they dun haf all the backstabbing/ politics, every1 is devoted to dancing huh, wah i tell u huh, Paradise liao...
In fact actually Sam is trying v hard to realise this ideal lah, hopefully he can succeed, really succeed...

K lah, leave a tail here, i continue Sam & NHDS issue in next entry.. Cos i seriously think this batch of Shin-13 ppl deserves a separate entry...

Bottomline, Quek, pls cherish ur remaining days...

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