The time is July'05, a yr has passed since i ORD-ed.. This entry is entered to serve as a reminder to u tt in this world, u r not the most unfortunate person.. This world is so big, u juz live in Singapore only, so be fully aware, dun see ur own life with a microscopic view..
Honestly, u still feel a little dissatisfied with life sometimes every now & then, thinking its not happening enough, well, think again ba... True, though ur life may be not happening enough, but its not the extent for u to be dissatisfied with life.. In simple terms, though u dun haf BMW/ Mercedes or any other sports car to drive, u r not from a rich family, u r not scoring straight 'A's for the modules in Acc, u do lots of housework at home, u save $$ here & there + take up job as dance instructor amidst studying, to lessen the burden at home, but still these factors r not enough 4 u to be dissatisfied with life... Pls still be contented..
In life, u should know tt comparison with others will lead u no where & bring u more misery only.. If u compare to those rich kids, u get no where.. If u compare urself to ppl like Koh Han Wei, u should really know how to cherish what u haf now currently..
In 2004 March, Han Wei had to borrow $1000 from u to return a debt to his ex-gf when she initiated a break-up.. Imagine he cant even come up with $1000 whereas u, in NS 1 mth already $1000... Due to his family background & financial status, till today July'05, he still couldnt return the full sum to u.. U should know how hard it is 4 him to support the family & yet return $$ to u.. Above all, he is still saving $$ to study part-time in poly.. Study & work part-time, plus return $$, u can imagine how occupied his life is, he maybe doesnt even haf e time to go complain tt his life isn't happening enough... & above all, he only has a ITE cert, hence the need to go 4 a poly diploma: u r a undergrad, i mean even if no honours i believe u still can survive in the society when u grad... U nv know how this society works, maybe cert is not tt important? I dunno, i certainly hope so..
So... u should be contented, cherish what u already haf... Like what Zhenyu said, live life to the fullest, but sigh... it's so hard to live life to the fullest.. I oso want to achieve tt but seems v hard..
How to live my life to fullest?
Anyway, whenever now & then u r not convinced by those thoughts, juz refer back to this entry & juz think again... Remember the feeling when u were writing down this entry... Han wei & many others life is oso less happening than u, but they still can survive..
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